So apparently I need a new life plan now.

After some conversations, we are getting a divorce. This is a terribly tough time and just overall a hard thing for anyone to have to deal with. I'm lost and hurt, and I just don't know where to go from here. I know eventually I'll pick myself up and I'll be stronger, but it's going to take some serious retraining my brain to think that way. The positive thing about this weekend is that I got down into the 250's.. just barely, but I'm there as I weighed in at 259.5 yesterday morning. Can I lose weight from crying? If so, I'm expecting some more drops.

Anyway. I'm trying to be strong and understand what it is that I can do to maintain a sense of control in my own world, wherever that world leads me.