Hi there. I haven't written in awhile and wanted to check in. I've had some great news. I met my 50 lb loss last Friday. I was so excited when I found this out. I actually thought that I had gained weight for the week because other than walking, I hadn't done any extreme working out. I am getting back to it, but it's been so hard with changing up my entire life. I'm living on someone else' schedule and it is somewhat driving me nuts. I need my own space and soon.

Friday night, I weighed in at 241.4, which puts me at a 50.6 lb loss for the year. This is a fantastic thing, and I am wearing size 18 shorts that are loose on me. This is a huge thing, considering I was buying size 26 from October to December of last year. I worked out pretty heavily on Sunday, and now I am very sore so I'm trying to stretch a lot more and get the knots out of my legs. I am considering entering a 5K at the end of the month, and there is a mud run next weekend that sounds pretty amazing.

Other than that, I am really enjoying my new life. I'm slowly but steadily getting things the way they need to be. I have an uphill battle I am sure, but I know I will get my life back and it will be happy. I've already experienced bliss since moving, and it's only getting better. I have had a few angry thoughts cross my mind today, but I know it is all a part of a process that will come with the pending divorce. In all honesty, I haven't thought about it much. My mind has been elsewhere, and I like it because I just don't want to think about anything that is going to get me down. I am ridding my life of negativity, and so far it has been great. Even my family is much more positive and less dramatic with the new changes in my life.