Good evening! My life is finally starting to settle and I feel so many blessings. I realized that I cannot control everything, even in my own life. Luckily, God has His own steps for me, and now that I have stepped aside and relinquished control with my silly little plans, I am seeing all of His blessings as He planned for me from the beginning. I must say, IT FEELS AWESOME!

As for my weight.. eh... it has been a roller coaster. I am on hormones for the PCOS and irregularity thing so that has caused some shifts in my moods. I get on a roll and start working out a lot, but then it dwindles. I am staying active and still tracking my calories. I haven't exactly gone over my calories (okay once in the last six months or so), but it's not exactly eating clean calories either. I did go buy a lot of fresh fruit yesterday and I am looking forward to cleansing my diet a little. This last week, I had managed to lose 1/2 a pound, but then when I weighed after three very stressful days, I'd gained 3 pounds. Aye yi yi. It'll happen... I'm still motivated and HAPPY. :)